Sophia Fuller: Tell us a little bit about yourself; how did you get started in filmmaking?
Ryan Cudahy: This is actually a story I have told quite a bit. I have been passionate about film my entire life. It really started when I was four years old and my dad got a camcorder. I was already really into movies at the time. I had also gotten a reptar wagon toy from Rugrats for Christmas, and I was convinced that if I held the camera in the right way and made the angles just right, it would look exactly like the cartoon. Obviously, it didn’t work but it was a good start. It was around middle school where I realized I really wanted to be a director. I enrolled in a filmmaking course my freshman year of high school and it was really exciting. I decided to make a short film about cows taking their revenge on humans for eating them. It was just a comedy short film but it was significantly worse than other people’s films in the class. I realized if I actually want to do this, I really need to step it up. Instead of just making a bunch of other stuff, I took a break and watched about three hundred movies. I made a list of the movies I had heard of that were the best of all time and then when I was ready to start making short films again, I was able to make some stuff that I was moderately proud of. Then I went on to study at James Madison University for video production for media arts and design. I was struggling with my mental health, which truly plays into what this movie is about, and I decided to take a leave of absence. I always wanted to stick with film and I ended up in a career working as a producer for a very long time with a production company. During COVID, I worked on the TV series called Swagger. Once we came out of quarantine, I worked on the locations team for that. I always wanted to make this film that we just made. It was a very personal project to me and I am really glad we were able to make it and with how it turned out The film is mainly shot in Fredericksburg, Virginia, where I recently just founded the Fredericksburg Film Festival. We just had the first year of that, which was fantastic. That’s kind of my way of sticking with everything.
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